I wouldn't regret

So many things have been running through my mind for a period of time but since this would be exposed to the public, i decided to just say something which i consider short and my thoughts.

The past week hadn't been a smooth one, with a thing happening after another. Before i forget.... gotta thank Cheryl for the cookies hehe <3

Mum got some M&S candies for the weekend and yes being fatty me and my fatty brother, we finished the chocolate eclairs in a day. They were really good and got myself a box of strawverry and cream drops. They were really good.

Weekend passed like no other and today would be the fifth day i'm doing the housework, that includes sweeping, mopping, washing ALL the dishes, washing the clothes, drying them and other necessities. Reached home at 6 after school and lunch today and now i'm dead tired..... so housework.... at night since there's finally a day's break tmr yayers ↖(^▽^)↗

Seen enough heard enough.... and i've had enough. So many things made me feel horrible and horribly horrible.

Got myself a new cover for free worth $39.90 today hehe it's really pretty! Leaving all the photos at the bottom and i have no idea why my phone rotated them.

So..... back to why i have so much to blog today...... came to know about all those nasty remarks and really?? People are always like "haters gonna hate" and all i have to say is that we shouldn't be bothered with them. The more we think about those things they've said and how much they hate you... why not let them go and move on? Yeah i know it's not easy, but people still do them everywhere. Yeah it sure hurts, but i've had so much i wouldn't, and i give up bothering with people like them. Thanks haters, for making me stronger and allowing me to know that i've safely endured all your shit.

I'm so tired of everything, physically, emotionally and mentally. Though times are hard but i guess we should get over them with happy things which make our day. Little things like a hug from your friend could brighten up your day. Sometimes, pouring your heart out to someone would help too. Thanks for being by my side all the time, i won't name you but you guys know who you are.

Someone told me "i guess you're suffering from depression ya" HAHAHAHAHA how sarcastic.

I admit i may be oversensitive at times and that i would overthink.... but who doesn't?? And seriously, if you people out there hate soemone so much, i suggest you go tell that person (it might not have to be verbal, it could be through letters too, and PEN DOWN YOUR DAMN NAME) i would rather know who you are and why you hate someone so much, there's definitely a reason to it, some people prefer to say "i have no reason for hating so and so" but REALLY? REALLY?? I suppose it's pure jealousy then. Sometimes yeah people get annoying and you just hate them, but i dont see any reason for you to just hate on someone and make them an outcast and esp, make them feel like some fucktard. And i can't stand it when people get bullied, not just physically but in any other way, like doing something to their bags or whatever. Haha i get rough with words and i swear 90% of the criticisms i've made are just for the sake of making them, i don't usually mean it. Now you know. And i was just saying, not that i've received the above mentioned (the bullying part i mean).

It's ridiculous how people are so full of themselves and think that they should go around hurting others in any sort. Wait till you experience them. Like i always say, "i believe in Karma" because what goes around DOES come around. 

I've received comments like "you're ah lian" (female gangster??), "you're so step" , "you're so emo". Honestly, i AM NOT emo.... i just have a negative perspective of life and step?? How? In what way?? And since "ah lian" has been a norm, i just i'll just accept the way things are and continue accepting.